Lee {:

Hosanna

2012-01-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart from what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity

2012-01-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

sigh why is it so hard for people to be genuinely happy for each other..

new life awaits ~_~

2012-01-12T00:12:00.004+08:00

submitted my options today~

not looking forward to a single bit of jc life... new friends (bleah) new school compound (yay.im sick of the holding site) new teachers (weird..) more things to study (pukes..)

only thing im looking forward to is choir TT i hope i get into choir regardless of the school ZZZ i hope i get nice classmates.. ahhhh TT

so scary so scary so scary ...!!!! I hope i dont cry on the first day of school cos im a wimp. HAHA

Praise The Lord!

2012-01-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

Thank you Lord Thank you Lord Thank you Lord~

Though i really dont deserve it...~_~.. thank you Lord ~

Thank you to my teachers too. yes. every single one.... ~ and all my friends who stuck by me and listened to all my ranting... wouldnt have done it without any of them 8)

And congratulations to everyone who did well...!

Next up, frigging jc ~_~

8D

2012-01-04T00:00:00.005+08:00

I wonder if people ever think about their life after death. And when they do, do they feel as if they were dragged into this dark black whole of nothingness? Everything starts spinning in your head but you see nothing. Your brain feels like it's jammed up. Suddenly, you feel breathless and your heart starts beating at an incredible speed and you have no choice but to snap back to reality TT

I get it all the bloody time I try to look past myself being dead ~_~ this is so stupid and pointless but I wonder why I just can't imagine myself happily in heaven.. Even if i dont deserve a place in heaven, ... well daydreaming never had boundaries! So why does my brain stop there and then!?!? It's a scary feeling. TT ! Thinking about dying's never pleasant, obviously. But this is different. It's more of trying to imagine how your life would be like when you're dead.. I hope I can break this barrier one day... it'd be fun to see what my brain comes up with. Haha

/on a side note, hunger games is a good book. Really really good. I finished all three books in a span of 7 days which is an incredible feat for someone like me who reads at snail speed! HAHA! >:D thus it really shows how addictively good it really is! 8) OH YEAH. And it has also been made a movie (sth I realised after i finished the first book 8D) and will be premiering in march I think. I hope. ! :D

Lalala ~ 8D

Happy New Year!

2011-12-30T23:44:00.001+08:00

A very very apt video for the new year!(in my opinion)

Hope all of you have a very happy new year! :)

Y JJ SONGZ SO NAISE?

2011-12-27T23:57:00.004+08:00

WHY ARE JJ'S SONGS SO NICE .. WHY WHYWHYWHY. !?!!?!?!?! WO BU MING BAI.

HAHAHA I'M SO HIGH NOW THANKS TO HIS SONGS~ (though they;re not even upbeat) LALALA HIS VOICE = HEAVEN. HIS LYRICS = DRUGS. (STUPID NO-LINK LINKS)... i think it should be the other way round. HAHAHA WTV~

JFASD;LFJSDKFJ!!!!!

2011-12-27T21:58:00.004+08:00

took me this long to realise what a wonderful songwriter eminem is hahaha

after listening to so many of his songs (or raps. whatever), 'when i'm gone' is still my favourite 8D it's such a tear-jerking song~

zzz havent touched mozart in a week TT ...i keep playing other random songs ZZZ. And my relief piano teacher (for three months zzzzzz) is some german dude = i cant understand him when he speaks and he doesnt understand me either. communication breakdown... ~_~ how to have lessons like that.. bleaahh. and he smokes... makes me feel like puking hahaha

OK I SOUND MEAN.. he's a nice man lah. at least he's very very patient. HAHA

yay 8D

2011-12-26T17:35:00.002+08:00

i miss choir...

sigh.

我发现要喜欢上一个人并不难
但要爱上一个人
并维持着这份爱
我还是学不会..

- JJlin

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (late)

2011-12-26T14:34:00.004+08:00

went to cambodia for holiday this year and i'm 100% sure i'm going back there again. one day... :D it's like going back to the 1970s... very... eye-opening! cambodia isnt as bad as what everyone thinks ~_~ the culture's rich, the people there are so friendly and humble.. I MISS IT ~ i think i wanna go there for mission work one day. lalala. and we visited the tomb raider temple [(the place where they filmed that show).. (not like i actually watched it before ~_~ bleah) but the trees there were frigging huge! :O], angkor wat temple (which is biggest temple in the world/asia << i forgot) and bayon temple (which was built by the same king who built angkor wat (i think)) the king's jeya something something...

anyway. merry late christmas! celebrated it with relatives as usual. spent 3/4 of my time stoning in front of the tv cos i like loner-ing around~ -_- then we watched videos of us when we were young. HAHAH GOOD TIMESSSSS. we were so bloody bonded and high last time. AHHAA which is why growing up sucks~ TT

oh well! in the mean time, enjoy this song! (no link to christmas or whatsoever. I just really like it) :D i think it was a song for some channel 8 show or sth last time. hmmm

不要爱我做我的亲人

2011-12-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某

coolest rap ever? HAHA

2011-12-15T01:59:00.002+08:00

Alright i couldnt resist...

超酷!!

她说

2011-12-15T00:40:00.006+08:00

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明我想只是害怕清醒
(不怕天明我想只是害怕清醒)

- 她说，林俊杰

How evil are you?

2011-12-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO ! Not posting a song today but an episode from discovery channel! YEAH WATCH IT YOZ. IT'S DEFINITELY WORTH YOUR TIMEEEEE~

2011-12-03T10:45:00.005+08:00

Today I found out that Mark Feehily from westlife is gay ... ten years... ten years .......... and now I find out he's gay WOW. WOW. WOW. This is a huge 打击... It's like finding out your boyfriend has been having an affair ever since the two of you were together but worse. (wait.. do people even care if their partner has an affair these days?) ZZZZ.

why the heck do I keep liking gay people T_T T_T

This proves that good men are either gay or married. HAHA. walao what shit is this ... ~_~

We got a little world of our own

2011-12-02T18:16:00.006+08:00

can't help but post this. they're having so much fun. And Brian/Bryan was still there then..
ZZZ AND MARK'S WINK AT 1:47 HAHAHA I THINK I ALMOST DIED ~

WHY MUST THEY DISBAND. WHY WHY WHY TT I'll miss them so bloody much !

Total Eclipse of The Heart

2011-12-02T15:23:00.002+08:00

Love westlife~ Love this song~

and they sound awesome live!

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

A MONTH!

2011-11-28T20:36:00.003+08:00

Well well. A month has passed. So bloody fasttt and I havent even mastered the bloody F chord on the guitar. Wow. TT

I've been going out this whole week now. HAHA SOCIAL LIFE FOR THE WORLD MAN~ 8D Christmas is in less than a month's time I CAN'T WAIT YOOHOO. I don't even know why I'm this excited though.

OH YEAH. Grad night was on 22/11/11 ( for future me to know) and it was better than I expected though the food wasn't worth $85 ~_~ Diaoz. Hahaha oh just now my father asked me to watch immortals with him. It's M18. And it was pretty awkward

"let's watch immortals."
"it's m18 .. but I don't think they check ic though"
"oh yeah. okay. anyway they'll think we're husband and wife or husband and mistress or .. husb-"
"wtheck.. they'll know it's father and daughter lah!"

Hahaha yeah. That was pretty awkward but hilarious LOLOLOL. ~

I guess I'm pretty much done here 8D and guess who's going to Cambodia? (NO. NOT ON A MISSION TRIP ~_~ HOLIDAY. HAHAHA) 8D
Byeee 8)

I want to hold your hand

2011-11-22T00:53:00.001+08:00

he needs more solos darn it!!!!!
and the mini kurt LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE KURT O_o HOW DO THEY FIND THOSE MINI PEOPLE O_O

zzz back to farewell cards.. ~_~

blackbird

2011-11-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHA

2011-11-19T16:30:00.004+08:00

first time i'm blogging on the computer after so many months

bloody o's over :D

now there's bloody grad night ~_~ i'm only going there to see my friends in DRESSES HAHAHAHAH JOY CHIA IF YOU SEE THIS, I'M REFERRING TO YOU. 8D

~_~ I was writing farewell notes just now.. and am having a mental block right now. so here i am. lalala. feel so gay lately :D

Visiting choir on thursday made me realise how much i really missed it. and sop 2s! SIGH.. ~__~ plus they're learning... learning... SUCH NICE SONGS

enough of my crap, here's a song which they're currently learning, may your hair erector muscles contract.

Ö

2011-11-12T21:29:00.003+08:00

It just struck me that ...

ARIEL AND HERCULES ARE COUSINS!!!! O;
Poseidon and Zeus are brothers right? HAHA

Doesn't this make your childhood so much more interesting!?!?!!? 8D!

Forgive me if I'm slow BUT THIS IS WAY TOO COOL and I had to post it. LALALALALA!

Your call

2011-11-12T12:34:00.001+08:00

Stripped and polished
I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious
You and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
While you're sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy?

we will rise again

2011-11-06T15:08:00.002+08:00

We will run and not grow weary
For our God will be our strength
And we will fly like the eagle
We will rise again

2011-11-04T17:43:00.002+08:00

Idek what to title this ass post. Second embarrassment in my Olevel ~_~ O BLOODY LEVEL. I should just go poly or ITE. Oh wait. Maybe i cant even get into any of those with such screwed up papers. I should just drop out of school. Bloody SS and my bloody brain.

How... Did I .. ~_~ I just screwed up the easiest SS paper (opinion of singaporeans nationwide) ever. Thank goodness the marker doesn't know my bloody name. Or will they know... Normally I go home and rant to my mum about the paper but today I guess I can't. She'll probably think 'what kind of monster do I have for a daughter' .. idk man. Why am I so idiotic!!!!!!

Anyway purpose of this post was to wish my brother a happy birthday. That lame shit actually counted how many people wished him when I smsed him 'happy birthday. I bet no one wished you.' hahaha. No present from me.

Before you start judging me you need to realise he Never gave me a single crap either. And I alr gave him twice!!!! (what kind of sister am I... Diaoz.)

Diaoz. No mood for anything else. SS RUINED MY LIFE. So much for studying.. if I even get a b4 for combined humanities I'll.. Idk. Miracles happen then. Hahaha.

Sick of bio

2011-11-02T23:00:00.004+08:00

The title has absolutely no link to what I'm gonna post cos I have no idea what I want to post about. I'm just irritated with memorising bio cos I know all that will be useless since my bio is so bloody fail ~_~ and hopeless.. Even my teacher told me to haozhiweizhi ZZZ

anyway I realised that people of our current generation has been complaining about the younger generation being 'spoilt' cos they own ipads iPhones laptops blah blah at the age of like what? 6? While we only had pokemon cards and pokemon toys. Thing is, if you were to compare it this way, OUR parents never had pokemon cards or toys to play with when they were younger. They didn't even have colored television please.. all they had were chickens and trees to climb. And fun kampung neighbours to interact with. So technically if the current 'younger' generation is spoilt, or pampered, we were too, weren't we? .. am I making sense. Yes I am. ~ Idek why the heck I'm posting this. I think I feel sorry for the younger generation. Cos they're not at fault ~_~ blame it on technological advancements. Not them.

ZZZ. If I was incoherent forgive me for my brain can no longer operate at 11.11pm.. (OMG LOL 1111) but then again when was I coherent right. ~_~

Bio tmr is going to ruin my mood. I know that. I NEED OPTIMISM!! YES. I have it. I'm an optimistic person. Hahahahahaha. Goodnight

THE BIGGEST IDIOT

2011-11-01T21:34:00.003+08:00

I AM AN IDIOT. AN IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT. I need to let this out somewhere. And obviously my mother won't understand this pain I feel. So here I am...

AHHH SCREW. I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE TANGENT. TANBLOODYGENT!!!!!!! I bet the cambridge examiner is laughing at my paper now. ~_~

"HA HA HA THIS AMANDA LEE IS SO STUPID. CANT EVEN DIFFERENTIATE TANGENT WHEN IT'S THE SIMPLEST OF ALL. TO THINK SHE ATTEMPTED TO DRAW THE TANGENT GRAPH. HA HA HA. IDIOT. SHOULDNT EVEN BE ALLOWED TO TAKE AMATH. HA HA HA"

I CAN HEAR IT. I CAN HEAR THAT BEING SAID BY SOME OLD MAN NOW.

I'm the only idiot in Singapore who couldn't differentiate TANGENT. Why didn't I think of secant square. WHY? WHY? because I'm an idiot.

Sigh. I'm an idiot -_-

Disgust

2011-10-25T20:17:00.001+08:00

Disgust disgust disgust
I hope it doesn't last ~_~

Oh wow that rhymed.

why now?? +_+

Money is indeed the root of all evil.

Moon? Stars!

2011-10-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

Just realised no one can actually commit suicide on a moon. :D COOL. I wanna live on the moon. !

But I'd rather live on the stars. ~ earth gets boring after a while. Everything does. Me = short attention span. Goodnight.

the minor fall and the major lift

2011-10-14T14:26:00.009+08:00

I realised that our life is so much like music... It's like we're all magical pianos/violins/instruments playing our various pieces. And every time we have obstacles, our piece shifts to the minor key. Or maybe when we're sad, diminished chords start to take over the piece. Ahhhh so magical~~~ *w*of course when we're happy.. major chords enter. (duh..) as for augmented chords ... Idk +_+ don't really like them anyway. ~_~ HAHA I WANNA BE A MAGICAL PIANO/ VIOLIN THAT COMES TO LIVEEEE~~

Us = magical instruments (which means no crappy person playing the piece. We play it ourselves)
Different chords = different moods in general
Different intervals = the way we act while feeling that particular mood
Blah blah blah blah~

OUR LIVES = A WONDERFUL PIECE OF MUSICCCCC. 8DD !!!

I wonder what kind of music various instruments would play if they had feelings.. How I wish there weren't such things as non-living things. But then again maybe our lives would be far more complicated than it is now if non-living things werent so non-living afterall. ~

well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
the minor fall and the major lift
the baffled king composing Hallelujah

/EDIT: augmented chords sound UNSTABLE. courtesy of Denise tan.
YESS UNSTABLE IS THEEE WORD 8) ~~

Knowledge

2011-10-13T19:21:00.004+08:00

The less you know the more you think you know because you don't know what you don't know.

AHAHA LOVE THIS SO MUCH. I THINK I FALL UNDER THIS PATHETIC CATEGORY. or do I..? +_+ I hope not? Zzz

Lalala i'm spent time waster.. ~_~

Fix You

2011-10-10T15:10:00.005+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you

Fix you - Coldplay/ cover by secondhand serenade

I think I listened to the cover by secondhand serenade at least 15 times today.
It's such a ... sincere song . *_*

Where is the Love?

2011-10-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurtin you hear them cryin'?
Can you practice what you preach?
Would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love?

- where is the love , black eyed peas

LAST POST TILL 16 NOV HOPEFULLY

2011-09-24T17:07:00.010+08:00

Ok since this is the last post (I promised myself not to come here to rant anymore until end of o's), I'm gonna make it bloody long with a whole lot of mindless ranting and crap. So READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISK. ha.

I have been having weird conversations with my mother lately.
Mother: 如果你在 olevels 时突然爆冷考到很差怎么办？
Me: 自杀 lor
HAHAHA GOT A 15 mins lecture though I was OBVIOUSLY KIDDING .. sigh, mothers...

And next, (everything was in Chinese but for my and your sake it shall be translated into English. I am pro at translation. Haha. ok what the hell. Haha) cos I was having a runny nose and needed tissue while I was in her car I obviously asked her for it and because of that I had a half hour lecture on how I should start bringing my own things. And she even said that Jesus never borrowed things from people so I should stop borrowing things otherwise I will start borrowing money next time when I grow older (I already do that. HAHA) and resort to loan sharks(WTS!?) HAHA I KNOW SHE WAS TRYING TO BE SERIOUS BUT I HONESTLY COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING. Ok that didnt sound very funny but it was funny when it happened ok! ... everyone's so weird these days....

Oh yeah my brother is an idiot hahaha
Mother "不懂你从哪里来的"
Him " YOUR STOMACH LAH"
HAHAHA STUPID ASS IT'S WOMB. HAHAHA TRYING TO BE INTELLIGENT AND FAILED. PWN IS THE WORD TO USE HERE HAHA. zzz once again not that funny. It was funny when it happened lah HAHA

Yeah. Wth why don't I have anything to rant about ah. ... I normally have tons... Let me dig deeper into my life... OH YES. I got scolded (not really.. just nagged at) for taking so long to bathe. Not the first time. Maybe the hundredth time since I really spend a whole darn lot of time in the toilet.. Zzz toilet is one of my favourite places besides my room. My house toilet lah duh.. Wish I could stay cooped up in the toilet all day. Or my room. But people always barge into my room randomly so not as much privacy as the toilet HAHAHA yes I need a lot of privacy okay 8P

Sigh the whole world is mugging now. WHY? OLEVELS. exams ruin our lives. They ruin everything. Post-exam days aren't very good either cos well, results. ~_~ I think I'm like last in class now. Zzz why am I so bloody stupid AND LAZY~_~ AND bochap. Mep olevels practical is this wed ! =_= ZZZ I just hope my hands don't freeze up otherwise, goodbye to even a PASS. ~_~ and I feel like a pregnant woman these days. I keep having cravings. Just today I had a craving for roti prata, mousetail noodles, soon kuehs, deserts and after eating so much I'M STILL HUNGRY NOW. -_- yes I get hungry like every two hours these days... HAHAHA CAN'T WAIT FOR DINNER LATER. no cravings yet. Anything's fine as long as it's FOOOD 8D hope we go to chompchomp though. Haven't been there for so bloody long. I miss the stingray and oyster omelette :D

Haha WTH BYE I'm just wasting time. ZZZ OH I FEEL LIKE EATING OTAH NOW. AND SPAGHETTI. AND CORNFLAKE. AND CHOCOLATE. HAHAHA WTH BYE~ I love colours 8D I really do. 8D!!!

They say that time heals everything

GUITAR Ö

2011-09-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

I NEED TO LEARN THE GUITAR ~_~ ZZZ

Some songs just don't sound the same on the piano. The feeling's different too. I don't like it. Bleah. Why can't I have this multi-talented brain that has unlimited capacity for everything -- I WOULD BE A GENIUS!!!! 8D (zzz mindless crap again ~)

Just wanted to record this down for the future me to know that I want(ed) to learn the guitar. So if I don't, I'll know how lousy i am =_= I HOPE I WILL THOUGH!!! maybe after o's (so many things to do after o's) ! :D

Alright I'm done here. And I really love secondhand serenade 8D

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

2011-09-18T12:51:00.003+08:00

So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearls
what i never did is done
a penny for my thoughts oh no I'll sell 'em for a dollar
they're worth so much more after I'm a goner
and maybe then you'll hear the words that I've been singin'
its funny when your dead how people start listenin'

- If I Die Young, The Band Perry

AWESOME DREAM 8D

2011-09-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA I HAD THE BEST DREAM LAST NIGHT. I NEED TO RECORD THIS DOWN SOMEWHERE SO HERE I AM

Ok so I dreamt of the lochness (monster?) last night. IT WAS AMAZING. THE LOCHNESS WAS GORGEOUS. it was like.. dark navy blue and sparkly. Yeah!! I'm not sure if y'all watched the lochness movie (or whatever the title is) before .. Yeahh it looked exactly the same. Hahaha. Except that mine was more girly and I guess gentler? ~_~... I forgot what happened in the dream ): GRGGH. But it was bloody amazing I think I recall communicating with it !!! Hahah (in human language duh-- it could talk!) maannn. I haven't had such awesome dreams about in a long time. 8))) ~~~

I wish I could draw well ~_~ then I would be able to draw that lochness creature out. Zzz it's still so vivid in my mind lah! ...need...some...art...cells...... :/

I need more dreams like that. Otherwise my life is seriously a BORE. reality is BORING which is why I love daydreaming. 'nightdreaming' is great too!! Hahaha

Yeah I shall end this off with dr seuss' quote ~~

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living."
— Dr. Seuss

HAHAHAHAHA (I FEEL HIGH NOW 8D)

Huh..

2011-09-06T23:10:00.012+08:00

Human beings are complicated. This is the second time a thought like this crossed my mind. The first time it crossed my mind was last year. ...

I think many things have been happening which led me to that conclusion (SIGH) and I think I'm complicated too .. I don't want to be complicated .. I hope I'm not .. It's never nice to feel as if no one understands you but I guess i don't feel comfortable sharing my FEELINGS (as joy chia calls it) with others either. ~_~ I'm just making things difficult for myself. ZZZ WHY. ...

I wish human beings weren't so hard to fathom. I wish I could understand people better. So many people put on a mask (which reminds me of the 面具 compre passage which definitely rang true~) I believe I do too. Maybe, like what the author said, all of us have to sit down quietly, in the dark, and look deep into ourselves to see that bare, innocent little side of ourselves trying desperately to break through that mask which we so easily put on.

If only everyone could be simplified like... like how 4x+6=0 can be simplified to 2x+3=0. (pardon my lousy analogy) ... but then again, wouldn't life be deemed uninteresting by many if people around them were nothing but open books? ... Which is why I say humans are complicated.. I hear people lamenting about how boring it is to be in a class with no conflicts or a cca where everyone gets along so well no politics can ever happen and whatnot...... Why look for conflict and misunderstandings when peace is just.... right there?

Uh.... No idea for a title

2011-08-31T23:12:00.004+08:00

AHH I was just scrolling through random tumblrs (the ones which uh 专门 in posting Harry potter GIFs and stuff) and I THINK IM GONNA CRY. Really really really! :/ let me take you through my emotion ride

1. Scroll through the pics/GIFs and feel this swelling in the chest
2. Look at Ron/Rupert Grint's face and feel my chest tightening even more = feel like crying
3. Saw pics of Harry, Hermione and Ron together AND I JUST COULDN'T STAND IT I CLOSED THAT TAB ~_~

Bloody ass... ^ that wasn't even much of a ride. Hahahaha. Oh man. Why must it end seriously. Now I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I know this is kinda late but .. GAHHH ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER (wrong idiom cos I would still be fond of HP even if there wasn't absence) >_>

ANYWAY ON A HAPPIER NOTE, I just shared my perverticness with zzz Denise tan. Cos she told me about hers first so I decided to uh talk about mine too. Feel so relieved now 8D .. OKAY I SOUND LIKE A CRAPPY SICKO HERE... but I'm not! .. I hope. .. I'm just glad I let it out. Whoohoo~

Alright I need to sleep now. Or maybe I'll watch tv. We'll see. 8)

I'll just wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY in advance first. ^_^ Thank you for all your patience + kindness. Especially to my math teacher ~ I can't even begin to describe how awesome she is ~ 8D Well no biasness so thank you to all teachers (whether you know me or not.)

OH YEAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN CHIANG. HAHA WTH ~

ISOLATION ~ (and crap)

2011-08-28T10:40:00.004+08:00

I was just thinking about ..... Isolating myself from the world ~,~

No I'm not emo-ing or whatever shit. HAAHA. But.. Really. I think that thought has crossed my mind several times. zzz nothing much to elaborate anyway. I think i just wanted to post this so that I will remember it next time I read my archives (if I ever do...- I always feel thoroughly disgusted & embarrassed when I read previous blog posts. Hahaha)

OH WELL. Just wanted to clarify one thing:

Stoning isn't bad. People who complain I stone too much should really try it one day. It's cool. Really! And whenever I stone there's always a tune going on and on in my head. 8D it's refreshing too. ~~ or if stoning's too boring for you (zzz), try daydreaming. Hahahh.
They're not a waste of time lah, suckers-who-know-nothing-about-enjoying-life, they're just ... Well yeah, ways to enjoy life 8)

AND I SERIOUSLY WANNA QUIT SCHOOL. REALLY REALLY REALLY. ZZZ. Wish i was bold enough to do shit in class so that the school will kick me out but sadly, i'm a coward. HAHAHA GOODBYE~

SICKENING SIX-LEGGED INSECT SPECIES

2011-08-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

I AM GOING MAD.

Firstly, I think my room has some bug nest somewhere (WTS) cos every 3 seconds (exaggeration), that particular species of insect will DROP DOWN FROM NO WHERE and land on either a) my notes b) my right arm or c) my table(duh). Even after I continuously squashed them single-handedly each time, they do not seem to learn their lesson. I think they're probably coming down (from wherever they are) to take revenge for the fellow bugsmates. ZZZ. Sadly I have no idea what species of bloody insect that is otherwise I would have googled it to know about their favourite habitats (probably messy rooms I guess)

SECONDLY I AM ITCHING ALL OVER thanks to those insects GRGH. Every time my hair falls over my face, I'd slap that part of my face once so I've decided to make myself look bald currently to prevent further face-distortion.. Even so, The rest of my body still feels itchy !!!!! I KEEP THINKING THERE'S THAT BUG ON MY LEG, ON MY ARM ON MY NECK BLAH BLAH I CAN FEEL IT. EVEN NOW. Which is why I stopped studying to come here to blog about this. (sounds like a rather interesting event anyway HAHAH)

Thirdly, I Prelims is nearing and I don't want to take them.

I really want to quit school. I can learn the things myself. Wiki is super useful and I can always irritate some friends if I don't understand anything OKAY MAYBE NOT. SCHOOL IS KINDA USEFUL & FUN when we actually learn things. ... I'd probably rot in front of the tv+comp if I quit school. So... ~,~ school will always be a part of my life until, one day, I am kicked out. Sigh

GOODBYE, my non-existent readers. :)
To readers who exist : good luck with your life. HA. YOU'LL NEED IT.

Nature

2011-08-14T18:13:00.005+08:00

Nature... Not so natural after all eh?

Reflect.

2011-07-28T16:13:00.010+08:00

I apologise for that previous outburst of feelings. And I have decided not to delete it. Afterall it's my blog. I post whatever I feel, whatever I want ~ (thank you to jan who actually reads my blog and responded to that crazyass post~ I don't think you know how grateful I felt :) )

I just went for a swim. I know it's totally rdiculous to do something like that when Prelims is in 29 days and I should be studying. But I think I was desperate for some peace and quiet. I need some quiet time to reflect. I need to get away from papers and books and stuffs.. The only time I get to do that is when I bathe ~_~ (which is why I take a gazillion years to finish bathing...) I don't think I swam much though. I think it was more like soaking in the water under the warm, evening sun (if that made sense) was pretty comfortable. I wish I could stay there forever but time and tide waits for no men and I know I have a shitload of work waiting for me upstairs...

And then it struck me. I don't think I'm suited for this fast-paced world. I thought I could adapt well (I always could) but now, I just want to be myself. The slow-paced me. I hate rushing. I hate deadlines. I hate expectations. I hate rules. I hate how judgmental most people in this world are. I hate the fact that i judge people sometimes too. I hate being judged. I hate how the world is changing. I feel so... Drained.

I really can't wait for all these examinations to be over. For this fast-paced life to end. But will it? I don't think so. It's just going to get faster and I just have to brace myself for all the shit that will be coming my way, with God's help. I know He'll be there with me. I know I'm not alone. I know I have nice, caring (for the lack of better words, im sorry) friends. I know my parents will never give up on me. It makes me feel so.... 欣慰. :D

I feel so relieved now :) Heh.

Life... ~_~

2011-07-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

zzz I think I've been feeling pretty emotional the past few days. No, wait. I've always been emotional (I THINK) BUT now the feeling's so bloody overwhelming I want to cut my heart out literally even though I dont think my heart is the cause of all these. (but hearts are always associated with emotions so...)

bloody ass.. I don't think it's the stress of OLEVELS either cos I'm so slacky now.. probably the slackest in class anyway. ~_~ and i'm definitely not PMSING. cos when I pms it's normally = bad mood. Now it's just OVERWHELMED.

why cant human beings be born without emotions. ... ok maybe not.. everyone would be robotic and disgusting. why cant I be born without emotions then???? or feelings?? ZZZ I wish I can go back to being a 4 year old so that I can go to my mum and bombard her with questions I never got answers to.. ~_~ (she probably wouldn't know the answers to them either anyway)

I HAVE SO MUCH 苦TO诉... BUT IDK WHO TO SU4 TO OR WHAT TO SU4 ABOUT.

I WANT TO GO TO THE TOP OF SOME MOUNTAIN TO SCREAM --____--

THIS BLOG POST IS UTTERLY DISGUSTING. MAYBE I'LL DELETE IT ONE DAY.. BUT AS FOR NOW... I'M JUST GONNA POST IT (not like anyone reads my blog anyway :D) COS I NEED TO EXPRESS MY OVERWHELMING FEELING SOMEWHERE. ...

............................................ ZZZ

Farewell

2011-06-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

Well, farewell was on Friday, 24/6/11.

I still remember my sec one time ... I actually disliked choir. (well for a few weeks/months) zzz but every time I walk into choir room and all the seniors just sing their hearts out... Idk.. It was really really really nice. And I felt so at home ~ I guess that was one of the many reasons why I started to love choir so much (I know I don't show it but I don't think I ever show any love I have for anything anyway. Blame my personality. Haha. Whatever~)

And then fast forward... It's farewell.. FAREBLOODYWELL... I'm sec 4 ~,~ can't believe this...

ANYWAY~
Firstly, thank you choir for the wonderful farewell~ even though it was only 3hrs and the food consisted of only pies(haha they were nice) and sushi, I guess it really was a great one lah ~ ://

Then, gifts/letters exchange ~ ... It was so heartwarming going around giving out the gifts and receiving them too. Idk.. It didn't feel very sad~ in fact it was just like some happy moment and we were all being retarded running around searching for people :D haha ! After that came the handover~ SIGH IT'S JUST SO DAMN BLOODY SAD. I feel like I haven't even done enough lah. Wtheck. It feels so incomplete. Like... "HUH?? IM STEPPING DOWN ALREADY?" ... ARGHGHHH. And the smses I received after farewell... ;/ THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU LAH~ (I know no one reads my blog but HECK)

I was just re-reading the letters I received before posting this and tears just flowed down my stupid face ~_~ (I SINCERELY HOPE NO ONE SEES THIS..) Didn't expect that to happen...

ARGH I'M GONNA MISS CHOIR LIKE SHIT. EVERY THURS AND FRI WILL FEEL SO WEIRD AND EMPTY...
and sop2s...

(I still sincerely hope no one sees this~)
(just realised that my whole post = incoherent and choppy HAHA :D)

TOTALLY IRRELEVANT BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR HARRU POTTER DEATHLY HALLOWS PART TWO ~

SLEEP :D

2011-06-11T13:14:00.002+08:00

Saw this on some website (which is RELIABLE i hope)

If your teenage son or daughter is late for the school bus again, don’t yell at them from the kitchen or complain all day long. Us teenagers’ bodies are built completely differently to that of adults so we have a biological reason as to why we sleep late and wake up late.

There is a certain ‘darkness hormone’ called melatonin that induces sleep in all human beings. As a person beings to grow older, this melatonin’s levels are reduced which is why you might find that old age people may wake up a lot earlier than you’d imagine. This melatonin is like a sleep inducing hormone that releases itself normally at night times. This helps us go to sleep. For any adult, this hormone releases itself at about 10 pm. Unfortunately, for your poor teen, it isn’t so.

Teenagers only release this hormone at about 1 pm at night. This means that even if they try to go to bed, they don’t feel like sleeping until quite late. This then has a knock on effect when they have to wake up in the morning. Think of it as an internal clock. Teenagers’ clocks are set to release melatonin much late but what happens is in the morning, when it’s time to get ready for school, the teenagers’ internal clocks still feel it is night time which is why they struggle to wake up.

A lot of people blame things like the availability of technology in the teenagers’ rooms as a sign of sleeping late and waking up late. Things like TV, gaming consoles, iPods, mobile phones, computers etc are causing your teenager to sleep late but these are just ways that your teen uses to stay awake because he or she can’t go to sleep. It is said that things like these cause the melatonin release to postpone itself but either way, a teen has just a different cardiac rhythm to that of a normal adult. Their sleep cycles are different and their need for sleep is more – up to 9 and a half hours.

Sleep is good, you know, so make sure you don’t lose any sleep over your teenager losing a lot of sleep.

THIS IS SO TRUE *_* TRIED EXPLAINING THIS TO MY MOTHER BUT ALL SHE SAID WAS "DONT GIVE EXCUSES" !?!?! I'M GOING TO SEND THIS TO HER EMAIL AND MAKE HER READ IT. AHAHA. :D

CHILDHOOD

2011-05-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

DISNEY SONGS ARE THE BEST. I'M SERIOUS. AND THE ONE I JUST POSTED IS JUST ONE OF MY FAVOURITES (OUT OF A MILLION TRILLION~)Songs these days make ZERO sense and sound like crap. ~_~ I should have been borned in the 60s.. Then I would be able to grow up with proper-sounding songs.. Unlike now.. LADY GAGA?! KATY PERRY... GOODNESS KNOWS WHO ELSE.. why -____- why am i born in the 90s -_- (on another note, i doubt i'd be able to survive the kampung life .. BUT THAT WOULD BE COOL LEH~)

NVM.

LET US NOW GO INTO A PEACEFUL STATE OF MIND AND LISTEN TO THAT WONDERFUL SONG I JUST POSTED :D ~

Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls. Every time that you lose it sing it for the world

2011-04-23T22:40:00.004+08:00

Can never get enough of this song.
Awesome lyrics awesome tune awesome beat.
~

Sing it from the heart, sing it till you're nuts. Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts

POST-SYF

2011-04-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

GWH O:

I CANT BE MORE THANKFUL~

PRAISE THE LORD A MILLION TIMES ~~~
THANK YOU CHOIR FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE :') (uh just imagine me shedding tears of joy) :D
THANK YOU TEACHERS FOR THEIR WU WEI BU ZHI DE ZHAO GU AND ZHI DAO
THANK YOU TO SENIORS FOR COMING BACK AND GIVING MORAL+SPIRITUAL SUPPORT~

I think a million thank yous will never be enough but thank you anyway. ~

now that syf is over... =.= i see olevels approaching zzz

SYF

2011-04-19T20:18:00.005+08:00

O_O

I feel like pulling all my hair out !!!! ah, and that feeling you get when you're nervous (yknow.. the heart wrenching wanna puke feeling) SUCKS.

BUT I KNOW WE'LL DO OUR BEST. I JUST KNOW IT. AND I BELIEVE (WITH ALL MY HEART AND MIND) THAT TMR WILL BE A GOOD DAY. IT WILL.~

AHHH I really hope everything turns out well... :/

In the mean time !!! (Don't think I ever said this before but SN Choir, I love you. I really do.. ~)

Let's do this man .

BOWL OF CRAP.

2011-04-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY REBECCA BLACK. get out of the music industry.

"I like to challenge my audience" ... Really? Honestly?

But once again, I admire your guts. I really do. Maybe you'll become Ris Low of whichever country you're in. See you around soon on youtube again, Miss Black!

Goodbye rebecca black, hello EDWARD ELGAR

2011-04-01T22:21:00.005+08:00

omg, who CARES about rebecca black. or lady gaga. or whatever you've got there. EDWARD ELGAR ROCKS YOUR SOCKS. ~

i want to learn.. this.. song with the choir so badly. SIGH.

Anyhoo, you people who visit my blog (aka no one) should listen to that song! And experience the hair-raising moment when you listen to this truly truly truly beautiful song~ I think I listened to it for more than.. what, 15 times! (which is more than the number of times I laughed at rebecca black humiliating herself on youtube with the song on my favourite day of the week - FRIDAY :) )

ENJOY.

Favourite . Quote. Ever.

2011-02-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them. Disagree with them. Glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward.

And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world

Are the ones who do.

-Apple Computer.

And You told me who I am;

2010-11-28T00:58:00.003+08:00

The chosen ones
One compelling purpose

Frankly speaking, I don't even think I know everyone in my level/batch/whateveryouwouldliketocallit but I won't deny that they've been a really really nice class~ Even though I really can't stand certain people but that's really my fault ~_~ It's sad too but I can't help it, really.

I'm sure none of them will ever see this (thank goodness) and I'm also sure that no one reads this shitty blog anymore (thank goodness as well)but I still would like to congratulate every single person in that low quality picture on being confirmed!!

To tell the truth, I'll really miss cat class. I get to learn things I'll never learn at home. Even if I do research on them, I'll never have the detailed explanations the teachers provide. sigh`~~

; I am Yours.

WHY STUDY

2010-11-26T00:07:00.001+08:00

(Y)

Epic~

2010-11-25T03:58:00.003+08:00

Watched this at least 3 times~ If you have 11mins to spare, watch THIS. HAHA I promise you it's really WORTH IT! (You can shave me bald if it isn't)
I'm so excited now. It's like almost 4am!!! I FEEL LIKE STAYING UP TO WATCH THE SUNRISE LEH~ Never did that before... ahhh but WHAT TIME does the sun rise?! That's the problem ~,~

OMG IF I MANAGE TO DO THAT, IT WOULD BE A HISTORICAL MOMENT FOR ME! (Well, that's IF i manage to do it.)

AHH SUNRISE~ FASTER RISE LEH =_= WHY MUST IT RISE SO LATE AH. SO ANNOYING.

BYEBYE! WATCH THAT VIDEO. IT'S AWESOME~ (Now you know what I've been doing... ahaha)And If you're still really free, check out the DUCK SONG!!!!! SO CUTE! AND HILARIOUS! AHAHAHA~

OMG SUNRISE~ FASTER~

/EDIT: IT WAS A FAILURE~ HAHA FELL ASLEEP AT 6+ DAAMMMNN.. ); BUT I WILL SUCCEED ONE FINE DAY!! I WILL! ~

Like ladies skirts across the grass----

2010-11-24T21:39:00.003+08:00

I love the wind. I really really do~ It's so nice sounding and Kelly Tang (I still can't believe he's a GUY -__-) IS A GEE-NEE-EEARS. Genius. I'm serious. Can't wait to sing that song as a whole choir. Ah, it's gonna sound awesome (hopefully)! :D

Holidays are coming to an end. I'm so sad. I have been SLACKING like mad this holiday. -_- Oh well, at least i packed my room , my bag and my table! I think my room now looks nicer and neater than a 5 star hotel! Extremely satisfied :D

Ok I need to start on holiday homework now. crapshitmonster! homework... I've been procrastinating for over a month! Bloodycrapshit. I don't wanna self learn math ~_~ I have a feeling I won't get matrices. or matrix or w/e that's called. And the topic binomial(s?) sound chim enough. bloody.

----a blowing all day long~

Who am I (L)

2010-11-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Confi theme song!
And I love it.

Enlightenment

2010-11-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, Brother Emmanuel came to our church to end of our cat class for the year (AND LIFE), And he taught all of us a new way to say the F word~

Father Uncle Cousin King.

Isn't that funny??? I still can't stop laughing thinking about it! :D

On an even HAPPIER NOTE, SOMEONE JUST GAVE ME THE LINK TO WATCH GLEE SEASON 2. YAY! DONT HAVE TO WAIT FOR IT TO SHOW ON TV :D SO EXCITING!!!!! :))

Youth In the Spirit Seminar! (YISS)

2010-11-08T11:57:00.006+08:00

Ok, before I begin this post proper, I need to address AMEANDER'S tag. -.- otherwise she'll pester me. Hur hur. YEAH YEAH. You're the one who told me about westlife's SAFE. thanks byebye :)

~~~

YISS / church camp was freaking good. I think it's like the BEST church camp I've ever been to~ Everything was so real there. I don't even know where to begin. (L) HAHA I don't care whether you wanna read it or not or whether anyone even reads my blog because I'm gonna talk about it ANYWAY. :D

Ok. So, I went for this camp feeling doubtful and skeptical about everything. People told me that "You'll be able to experience the holy spirit!" and I thought that that wasn't really possible until I really felt it myself. Okok, I know I'm like doubting Thomas ... :( but yeah. I'm so utterly glad I went for this camp!!!

Basically first day was just games and sessions and all. We even came up with our theme etc for confirmation. And our theme song's who am I. (Love that song, really) On the second day, healing sessions began. Firstly, there was confession. And THEN, there was this healing session thing where people prayed over you. Uh, I felt absolutely NOTHING then, so I was kinda sad cos I could see people bursting into tears and all~ but for me it was just NOTHING.

Then, on the third day, we had the outpouring of the holy spirit. It's like over here, we get to really experience the holy spirit and receive gifts. And THIS was like definitely the most sensational experience ever. Before I stood up for the people to pray over me, I was so scared. I could see like some people being slain (ok, a better term would be resting in the spirit). They were just falling down and I was like gaping. :O Yeah. The ":O" face.

And it was my turn. That guy (called freddie or something) came over and talked to me and then!! i was prayed over. OMG. At first he was saying "I feel a strong presence of the spirit..." And I was thinking "I don't feel anything!!!" But within SECONDS I was swaying terribly. and I kept going backwards. and then i felt myself FALLING. I was so scared I opened my eyes and grabbed that guy's hands so hard. Then he told me "Don't be scared! Don't be afraid!" So we tried the tongues thing. hahaha. that was quite funny actually. He said He could see my tongue moving by itself but I really don't know. Oh well. and so, he prayed again.... and I was swaying again. And I fell. But i fell in this awkward position cos I was still scared HAHAHA So, instead of lying down, I was like sitting up with my legs out straight.

After awhile, I went back to the cross-legged position and started stoning but the songs were playing and I just listened to it and then i started to feel like CRYING. (Like wtheck right)Before that I was still telling myself : No, i will never ever cry. No way am I going to cry. AND I CRIED LIKE SOME BABY. Haven't cried that badly for many years. Totally relieving but scary as well. ~ Alot of other things happened but aiya byebye. Hand pain

God Is REAL. ~ (L)

You're the alpha omega beginning and end (L)

How you gonna live your life like the dream you had is real~

2010-10-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Did I mention I love westlife? :D I think they were the first band I ever liked and their music was probably the first ones I ever heard.

Ok,I know I've been blogging alot these days but it's the holidays! And I have so much time to listen to awesome music~ (like westlife and linkin park and maybe backstreet boys soon)

:D So... If you have TOO MUCH TIME on your hand. Listen to:

1. Safe - by westlife
2. Us against the world - by westlife

etc
etc

:D

I think I'm the lousiest fan around cos I never ever bother researching on the background of the singers/bands I ever like(d) but I guess it doesn't matter right!~ HAHA Not like I'll actually remember them :/

Anyway the people in westlife definitely grew older (DUH) but they're still looking awesome man! And their voice ~ (L) They're different from Linkin Park lah. So for those who HATE linkin park, you should listen to westlife! :DDD

Byebye. Goodnight. Totally cant wait for chinese lessons -.-

A WHOLE SERIES OF EVENTS - backwards

2010-10-27T23:23:00.012+08:00

Today was games carnival. I think it was fun overall despite weird conflicts here and there HAHA. I came home and slept from 2-6. what a pig, i know. -,- And i'm still tired!

Went to the zoo yesterday. Yeah yeah, keep your thoughts to yourself. I know what you're thinking. Even my father said it was a miracle I wanted to go to the zoo.
AND GUESS WHAT! I actually enjoyed looking at the animals. (I mean the caged ones. NOT THE WILD BIRDS IN THE FLIGHT WALK -- GROSS) :/ Reptiles were coolest I must say. And I saw the giant tortoise. It's really called the giant tortoise! I did not just make that name up cos I forgot its real cool scientific name.

And I had major fever/food poisoning for the past 2 days (excluding today , duh) :D it was really quite cool. Had a splitting headache while reviewing papers on Monday, came back home, realised I had a fever and slept for eternity:D And when I woke up.. (you know what happened) HAHA I haven't vomited for so long and when I did, HHAHAH I think I cried.It was SO BLOODY GROSS. And my mother had it too! Haha! Imagine the smelly house~ YUCK. Wonder what we ate... ~,~

Anyway the thing is, my mother went to see the doctor (i didnt cos it would just be a waste of $$) and she told me that the doctor said " you have too much acid in your stomach and you need to eat alkaline food" And there you go. What a waste of money. In the end, I had to research on alkaline food. HAHHAHA. LEMONS AND LIME ARE ALKALINE!!! DID YOU KNOW THAT! I bet you didn't :D And Honey is acidic. HA. ~ I hope my sources were reliable though :D Cool discovery nevertheless.
(I sound so amused that I fell sick. But hey, I think I really am amused ~) :D

~

I would like to post this conversation between my mother and I cos it makes me feel so happy.
(we were talking about marriages and blah)

"A handsome man will never marry a pretty woman. Likewise, a pretty woman will never marry a handsome man. I'm serious. Look around You'll see that I'm speaking the truth."

"So if I were to go to an angmoh country, everyone would die to marry me lor"

"Yeah probably. Find a faithful one"

WHOOHOO. I dont even care if it means I'm ugly -.- HAHA! I like how that theory works. (Don't come bursting my bloody bubble.)

byebye! you have successfully read another long redundant piece of crappy post! :D

HIGHHH

2010-10-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

IT'S 1AM NOW AND I'M LAUGHING LIKE A MADCOW. THERE ARE ONLY 2 REASONS WHY.

1. ALEX READS TWILIGHT IS HILARIOUS. I'M SERIOUS!! AND ALEX IS SO CUTE~ HAHA! Awww!!!
"WHO IS LAUREN? WHO THE ___ IS LAUREN!"
".. I was irrevocably (blahblah) in love with Edward.. YOU'RE A TWAT"
"he kissed her softly but bella just went absolutely MENTAL and grabs his head "
HAHAHHAHA ! (y) Awesome much. I wanna watch them again for the 3rd time!!!! ~,~

2. I'M STILL LOOKING AT THE PICTURES JAN CHIANG SHOWED ME JUST NOW. Sorry I can't share it because this is so mean. :/ sigh~ but it's really very funny leh!!!! :/

Ok! I'm done. Linkin park is really really very good lah!~ y'all should really listen to their songs! :D

Oh well eoys results were back TODAY. Disappointing but I guess I really can't help it~ I can't even say that I've tried my best. Cos i really haven't. Compared to sec 2, this year was really slack. OMG THIS YEAR WAS SUPER SLACK LAH. studying everything 1/2 days before. -,- I'm surprised I even managed to pull through. ~ SHEESH !!!

Never mind... another half will be returned on Monday! Not looking forward to it AT ALL. HAHA. Fail humans. ~ -,- whatever lah! I hope olevels won't turn out to become like that. Otherwise I can just die. ...!

Ok. Byebye. I should probably sleep. ~ :)

Awesome Stuffs (HAHA)

2010-10-20T21:36:00.005+08:00

OMG Linkin Park Is Awesome. I'm serious. Just listen to that! Why are people hating their new album. I really CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY. The lyrics to their new songs are just AWESOME. ~ Sigh, love them so much~ But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna get their songs through ... uh... illegal means? HAHA. 8)

On another note,
I WENT SHOPPING TODAY WITH JAN CHIANG AND JUNIANA. HAHA. IT WAS CRAZY. I SPENT 20 FREAKING DOLLARS ON FOOD. AND NO CLOTHES/SHOES/WHATEVER. It was cool though cos I stepped into shops I never knew existed HAHA. ~ I think my mother wanted to kill me when she saw my empty hands but when I told her I bought food, she couldn't say anything! Anyway! I satisfied her with the yummy yummy sweet I got for the very first time ;D << "Very first time" makes me think of "like a virgin" HAHAHHA Love that song~ which I heard at some shoe shop today. (Y) It goes like that "Like a virgin, touched for the very first time" heehee

THERE'S GLEE TONIGHT. I HAVENT BEEN WATCHING GLEE FOR A GOOD 4 WEEKS OR SO~ 1 week due to exam, the other 3 ... I guess I just didn't watch it to make me THINK that I was studying when I really wasn't. ~,~ (yuck this face looks gross on computer). -,- (this looks as bad HAHA!)AW MAN I MISS GLEE SO MUCH. MY BROTHER TOLD ME THAT KURT KISSED A GIRL IN ONE OF THE EPISODES I MISSED. I ALMOST WANTED TO CRY. HOW COULD THEY MAKE HIM KISS A FREAKING GIRL. UGH. MY HOPES ARE DASHED. (Never had any in the first place.... I think...... AHAHA)

HE'S STILL EXTREMELY ADORABLE THOUGH! LOOK!!~

*swoons and dies*

BYEBYE!

/edit: my brother is a moron. He doesn't wanna let me watch glee. He's watching lousy cartoons which I think my parents should just ban him from lest he becomes like the cartoon characters. I feel deprived. He should just die. UGH.

EOYS HAS ENDED!

2010-10-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

EOYS IS OVER. OVERRRRR!!! FOR GOOD. I shall not worry about stupid o levels in one year's time~ Instead, I'm gonna spend my next few days stalking people! and watching cool vids.

SPEAKING OF WHICH. HAHAHA THE VIDEO ON TOP IS FREAKING HILARIOUS. IT'S ONLY ONE CHAPTER. I LOVE IT. COULDNT STOP LAUGHING. AHHHAHAHAHA. WATCH IT!!!! (Y)

Oh well, I guess I'm only posting this to announce to the whole world that eoys has ended! :D and i think sn was the slowest to end since it started SO DARN LATE. ~ -.-

GAH A WEEK OF CHINESE LESSONS WITH ZLS. I THINK I WANT TO DIE. I can't stand her da dao lis. But yeah~

As for now, I'M GONNA RESUME STALKING! AND WATCHING THAT HILARIOUS VIDEO~ (Even though that would mean sitting through the whole of twilight.. I guess maybe I have no patience to do that anymore.) HARRY POTTER! HERE I COME. I Can't get enough of that. :D

and i'm going shopping (CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE IT) tomorrow with (I have no idea who!) HAHA, OHKAY. BYEBYE. ~

Holiday.(and tons of homework)

2010-09-08T17:32:00.003+08:00

Hello~
I can't believe I actually saw FRESH tags. HAHA Like wow people still visit this gross blog. Anyway thanks ah! HAHAHAHA

Had interview with the priest (and catechists) yesterday on confirmation blahblah. I don't know how it went, really. It was so awkward and i think i just blurted everything out without even thinking (as usual)

And my mother is bringing me to buy a dress tmr(I can't believe it. I dont want to go AT ALL)for confirmation. The last time i wore a dress was in k2 graduation night. I already told her I can borrow and blabla but she said that's a cheapskate thing to do (?!?!??!). I don't even think I'll be touching that dress after confirmation lah! :/ Hopefully the shopping goes well tmr. And hopefully all the departmental stores CLOSE DOWN or just lose their dresses tonight and spare me. :/ oh well.

I really really want to reactivate my facebook account. Like ASAP. I have major stalking to do!!!!! This is so annoyingly tempting but I shall resist temptation. Gosh, eoys should just end NOW. (though it hasnt even started)

I'm supposed to be on hiatus. I realised I can NEVER be on hiatus. Oh wait, I managed to last year! during eoys period. But that was LAST YEAR. Like wtheck. I haven't even STARTED mugging yet!!!!!! I bet 9/10 of the class already started on SS or something and here i am blogging.

Oh.I remember reading a newspaper article from Adam Khoo in 逗号 last Thurs on how to revise/study for exams. It was freaking helpful but I seriously can't do it. Like setting up timetables and all?? (I did. Only for Monday but i ended up doing other things instead of sticking to that timetable)

This post is getting crappier each paragraph and it's so .. disoriented. ! -.-

OH YEAH SOP2 HAS A BLOG !!!! :D And it wasn't even my idea! Gosh, How i love my section~ :)

Goodbye for now.....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm feeling so high but bored now. I want to swim. But I can't find my swimming costume though i just wore it last week. sheesh!

(I realised the title of this post had NOTHING to do with the post... HAHAHHA)
(I also realised this post is like the longest I've ever typed in... months/years?) hahahaha I feel so laughy now.

Teachers' Day~!

2010-08-30T21:41:00.004+08:00

2 days before teachers' day. I doubt I'll be using the computer for the next few days. So...

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :)

And to yours truly: 饮水思源 MY FOOT.
(I can't believe you actually said whatever you said during morning assembly)

I want to graduate as quickly as possible.

And oh yeah,

TOMORROW'S jan chiang's birthday! :O (AHHAHAHA)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN CHIANG! (if you ever see this) Everything will be given to you after eoys. (HAHAHA)
[I owe far too many people cards] :/

sigh, happy teachers' day again to all teachers. :)

And I can't believe this but I'm missing the YOG REAL REAL BADLY :O

Farewell, YOG

2010-08-28T22:28:00.005+08:00

2 days ago marked the end of YOG.

I went to watch the closing ceremony live :D (Frankly speaking, it was not as good as i thought/wanted it to be. But nevertheless, I'm happy I managed to witness something on YOG LIVE~)

At the closing ceremony, I really really really really felt like crying. I couldn't believe that YOG has ended! And till now, I still go to channel 241 to watch the repeats of YOG and they actually put the word "live" up there at the corner of my tv which makes me feel like crying. UGH. I never really thought I would actually even BOTHER about YOG.

This sucks. I want everyone of the athletes to come back to Singapore. Especially zhuxiaodong. OMG. ~

Goodbye YOG. I'm happy you took place in Singapore. Have a great time in Nanjing 4 years later :(

What I don't understand is why we never had a 2 week break during the YOG period. What was all the bullcrap about being supportive about YOG and showing the world our YOG spirit when every single student in Singapore is mugging for their exams and whatnots.

And also, maybe the stadiums were never full, despite the sold out tickets, because we either had 1) No time. Or 2) Still NO time.

I guess I sound like some complain-y and whiny school-hater. But I really think they should have given us a few days off (AT LEAST) for us to truly enjoy the YOG. (If they were even SINCERE about the YOG spirit and all (pukes) )

This Is Home, Truly

2010-08-09T16:01:00.006+08:00

Happy National Day, People!

Despite the claims (made by me) on how SS is propaganda, how our education system sucks, how I really want to migrate to Australia (but now America cos of Chris Colfer),

I guess you're not that bad afterall and I wouldn't want to live in any other country because

there's always this sense of security when I'm outside, this feeling that you're smarter than any other teenager in other countries due to the stressful education system (but we all know that's not true)and the kiasu spirit I think everyone here acquired and can no longer live without.

:)

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! I'll be that old 30 years later (how time flies) ~

August! (bio, mep)

2010-08-03T22:51:00.007+08:00

Happy August ;)
(2 days late, but it's ok)

There's bio and mep test tomorrow and I'm prepared for neither. For the first time in my life (hopefully the last), I am not intending to sleep. This is what happens when you 临时抱弗脚 and I can't afford to flunk any of the tests!

So... YOUTUBE HERE I COME. (though you're slower than my garden snail, I guess you're my only hope for mep and my useless pair of ears)

I don't understand why teachers can nag about how students don't have time management when they are the ones who squeeze all tests into a week, and leave the next week free like no one's business. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. it annoys me.

OMG. Youtube is taking years to load. I think i can revise the whole chapter on respiration and the stupid video would still be LOADING.

On a random note, I think I need to change that temper and mouth of mine otherwise I'll never make it in life. (Quotes my mother).
Thanks alot

Goodbye .
WHY AM I WASTING MY TIME HERE.
oh right, blame youtube

Greens ):

2010-07-10T22:37:00.005+08:00

I was just using facebook and picture albums of Russia started popping up again. I clicked on them and just looked at every single picture. Then I went to kaiyin's blog and I read her post on Russia. And suddenly I feel like crying. The greens and all. I'm really going to miss them too):

And while I'm typing this, I can feel tears welling up.

I really hope that their farewell can be their best ever but at the rate it's progressing now, I really don't know. I don't want them to leave choir with a simple goodbye thinking that we don't care. I really don't.

Sigh. I guess we still have time.

Ahhhh 加油!

她与他

2010-07-05T16:11:00.020+08:00

I know I　ought to be studying math. But I think this passage is just so... (I can't find the right word) that I decided to post it here since I can't find anywhere else to write it down.

我知道－　　　　　　　　　　　
　　我知道她每天早上起来要喝
两杯咖啡。　　　　　　　　　　
　　我知道她每个星期二和星期　　　　　
五会去澡堂洗澡。　　　　
　　我知道她每周哪几天会戴褐
色发卡，每周的周末会系白色的　
发带。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　她现在就坐在我旁边。　　　　
　　但她只是一只望着窗外。　　
　　我知道她是一个普通话说得　　　
非常好的女孩。　　　　　　　　　　
　　她现在就坐在阅览室里。　　
　　我知道她正在日记本上写日　　　
记。　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　我知道－她并不爱我。　　　　　　

　　他不知道－
　　他不知道我每天早上点的两
杯咖啡中有一杯是为他点的。
他不知道我之所以星期二和
星期五去澡堂洗澡，是因为那天
我有和他一起上的课
　　他不记得他和朋友们买给我
的褐色发卡，他不记得他曾说过
我很适合系白色发带。
他现在就坐在我旁边
　　但是他不知道我正在看窗中
映出的他的影子。
　他不知道我只有在叫他名字
的时候，才会加上抑扬顿挫的语
调。
我现在正坐在阅览室里。
他不知道我在日记本里写满
了他的名字。
他不知道－我有多么爱他。

Revival.

2010-07-04T17:40:00.003+08:00

:D

SNCHOIR <3! Sec 4s, I'm freaking going to miss all of you.
Sop 2 is dying ): Come on s2ssssss !!!

AHHHH. This is so frustrating! ):

Chinese Oral is over (which means NO MORE chinese orals ever ever ever :D)
Next - Math test : I need to learn how to apply the stinking theorems. :/

Durians - I ate a whole lot of them just now at geylang (or somewhere). It was awesome. I feel great. (And fat)

This post isn't making any sense. (Just like how my mind is working now hahahhha)

Lately, i've been dreaming alot (as in sleeping kinda dreams, not daydream) about people getting killed. And they are really vivid (I actually see their heads being blown off). And those people revive each time I'm about to wake up. And the people getting killed are my close friends! It's so... gross! (and not to mention freaky). I guess I should stop watching violent movies. But I haven't been watching any lately! (Unless eclipse is counted?)

Can't wait for Thursday. I think I need my weekly dose of choir. Like NOW.

Goodbye.

MEP CAMP 2010

2010-06-03T21:00:00.001+08:00

Hello fellow people, (if you still bother coming here, thank you so much)

There's probably a need to post about MEP camp cos it's just great great great. ~
Hmmmm group 2 wasn't that bad i guess? :D Even though initially we had awkwardness and all I guess after that it's all ok 8D for most of us

Oklahoma performance was most epic anyway! hahhahhaa We still did the best >P even though we didnt win! >P (Probably cos of me cos i kept messing up my steps =.= BUT I SERIOUSLY CAN'T DANCE FOR NUTS) oh welllll, the lecture was kinda interesting too! but the man's voice kinda sounded like a lullaby after awhile I had difficulty trying to keep my eyes open (But Still managed to!) Watched Lotsa musical theatres (just parts of them anyway) and I learnt that there were Nude musicals! HAAHAHHAHA OMG couldn't stop laughing then.

This post is getting kinda lame but you get the gist :

I LOVE MEP CAMP LAH! :)
and I'm campsick once again~

SCHOOL TMR YUCKKKK.

♥

2010-05-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo.

You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them, disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They invent. They imagine. They heal. They explore. They create. They inspire.They push the human race forward.

Maybe they have to be crazy.

How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art? Or sit in silence and hear a song that's never been written? Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels? We make tools for these kinds of people.

While some see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

With Lizards, Bees and Birds and One concert

2010-05-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

I loved it. I enjoyed it. I miss it.

Sec 3 Leadership camp is probably one of the best camps I've ever went for. It's even better than P5 camp- which i thought was really great.

The only disgusting part was : (Lo and behold)
Our hut had
1. A BIRD NEST WITH A HUGE BIRD IN IT WHICH EVERYONE CLAIMED WAS BLIND
2. A MILLION LIZARDS I seriously couldn't sleep on the first night cos it freaked me out with its noises (The ch ch ch)
3. A GAZILLION BEES that buzzed around my ears every 1 hour. I promise you that's true cos i wake up every time I hear them buzzing near my ears and when I wake up, i check my watch. Gross.
yeah, that's about it I guess ahahah

Ahh~~ Camp was just really really enriching. Chief Sean/Shawn/Shaun(Whatever!!)really spoke words of wisdom. It's like for a moment I felt so motivated to get home immediately and flip through my physics textbook and study! But then again, FOR A MOMENT. ahahaha. But really lah, his words were just soooo wise. ~~ And even though I hated all those debrief sessions after each activity (I wrote that in the survey form! ahaha), I guess it really helped in building and nurturing our morales etc. And maybe it was also due to the fact that our instructor was really wise wise wise. this much. It's been more than a day!! And I still have that stinking sinking feeling that camp has ended. It's really sad. I miss my instructors !

~

One concert was simply amazing. You can never describe that feeling in words. I had trouble closing my mouth throughout and people sitting opposite me were just staring in awe as well (and the guy opposite me had the ":O" expression throughout I felt like bursting into laughter but you get my point.They were THAT great.)

The music , the way they sang . AHHHH I just CANT CANT CANT describe it. And it's definitely one of the concerts you'll never regret going for.

Maybe just one more time :
Oh, my gosh
We think that miss chua's super hot!
3D, I swear, has awesome people everywhere.
Love care stop and stare
for our friendship's always there.
We may fall, we may cry
but we'll make sure we will try.
We are the D to the I to the
Oh, never mind.
We are DILIGENCE

Hair For Hope

2010-05-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

I don't get it ): Why are parents so strongly against hair for hope! It's not like my hair will never be growing back EVER. It's just going to, well, take a longer time :/ D: I desperately want to go!! ahhhh. Annoyedddd.

3 reasons why I should go!

a) It's seriously for a GOOD cause isn't that what all parents AND teachers want their child/student to be doing. (*CoughsCMECoughs*)
b) My hair WILL be growing back. !! I'm not going to be permanently BALD. so whyyyyyyy~~
c) I wanted to this since Primary 6 D:

*screams in agony* This is unfair. !!!!

Anyway, SEC3LEADERSHIP CAMP TOMORROW. :D My excitement knows no bounds~ :D

Have a Little Faith

2010-04-25T13:55:00.002+08:00

He pointed to a stack of wrapped presents inside a doorway.
What's that? I asked
"The bride's room. They come here to get dressed before the wedding."
He ran his eyes up and down the gifts and smiled.
"Lovely isn't it?"
What?
"Life," he said.

-Have A Little Faith, Mitch Albom.

The Element Woman (Wo)

2010-04-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

Element: Woman
Symbol: Wo
Atomic Weight: Accepted as 118, but known to vary 105-175.
Discoverer: Adam
Occurrence: Copious quantities in all Urban areas, with slightly lower concentrations in Suburban and Rural areas. Subject to seasonal fluctuations.

Physical Properties:
a) Surface usually covered with painted film.
b) Boils at nothing, freezes without reason.
c) Melts if given special treatment
d) Bitter if used incorrectly. Can cause headaches. Handle with care!
e) Found in various states; ranging from virgin metal to common ore.
f) Yields to pressure applied to correct points.

Chemical Properties:
a) Has great affinity for Gold, Silver, Platinum and many precious stones.
b) Absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
c) May explode spontaneously if left alone on dates.
d) Insoluble in liquids, but there is increased activity when saturated in alcohol to a certain point.
e) Repels cheap material.
f) Neutral to common sense.
g) Most powerful money reducing agent known to Man.

Uses:
a) Highly ornamental, especially in sports cars.
b) Can greatly improve relaxation levels.
c) Can warm and comfort under some circumstances.
d) Can cool things down when it's too hot.

Tests:
a) Pure specimen turns rosy pink when discovered in natural state.
b) Turns green when placed beside a better specimen.

Caution:
a) Highly dangerous except in experienced hands. Handle with extreme care.
b) Illegal to possess more than one.

How i just enjoy this.

2010-02-14T00:43:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Yes, it's finally the long-awaited lunar new year! I love my holiday this year! :D For homework i only have... one physics worksheet, yuedujicheng andddd study for physics test. Elated.

So apparently I'm not allowed to sleep (though I will do so pretty soon) since it's shou shui or something like that.

And I am SO bored. I can die of boredom. I think the wise thing to do now would be to study physics but... I can't bring myself to do it. It's like re-reading village by the sea over again. only that it's a little better.

! So, happy lunar new year and goodnight!

I hope you receive lots and lots of red packets since you only get to receive them ONCE a year!
BYEBYE! :D

2010-02-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

Descriptive test = failll.

My whole descriptive writing sounded worse than a primary 3's (or lower) "The merlion , made up of a mermaid's tail and a lion head, ...." OMG. Why did I bother. Mermaid's tail and Lion's head!?

And I am currently pissed because I have no freaking idea how to solve that freaking math question related to remainder theorem when it's so darn EASYYYY. ughhhh.

I am exhausted and I can barely wait for the chinese new year break even though I already expect the pile of homework we're going to be given but at least it's better than going to school and facing the teachers who talk at bullet train speed .

100th Post

2010-01-22T22:05:00.007+08:00

After... 2 years, (i think? or less?) i;ve reached my 100th post :D

--- And today is a FRIDAY.

:)

If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie; Dulce et Decorun est
Pro patria mori

-Wilfred Owen.

I just love this particular part of the whole poem (i know, history is just lovely:) ) therefore, I've decided that it's worth a post. And the 100th one at that. :) Happy Weekends!

2010-01-03T20:52:00.003+08:00

So, today shall be the last post till...... a long time (or a short time) later.

Anyway, HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL TOMORROW!!

Even though, like every other NEW year, the new number gives me that weird feeling like I can no longer say oh-nine but will now have to say.. twenty ten and i will never get to write xx/xx/09 anymore, I still find it kinda exciting to start a new year! Especially with chinese new year nearing~ (well, 14th feb will come quickly i hope)

Starting a new school term really is a little exciting. Especially in a new site (not that it's a nice place or whatever but the previous site wasn't even good at all to begin with) and new classrooms and stuffs. And not to mention air conditioned classroomsss. :)

I've finally completed my packing. (everything) My room is SUPER neat, I can bet no one will ever believe it's my room they're stepping into and my yellow file is EMPTY. (excluding the periodic table which i plan to continue using in sec 3) My FILES are FILED. Like filed for real and aiyah! Everything is soo done. :D I'm so happy!! =D

Wonder who our form teacher is. I hope we'll get like a better one this year. Last year's was kinda like... :////// And new classmates (after seeing the same faces for 2 whole years) :D

Anyway, despite all that excitement and stuff, I'm stilll terrified about chinese. CHINESE. It's pure torture to the human soul and brain. And yet i don't really want to fail that test. First test of the year! :(

Ok, as for now, I shall play my last few rounds of bejeweled before getting into school mood. I'm gonna have to wake up 1/2 hour earlier! Is this what having siblings can do to your sleep!?

Oh well, farewelllllllll and once again, have fun in school people!! (HHAHAHHAHHAA... i hope,... somehow) Goodness gracious. I'm kinda worried about o levels!! :O

BYEBYE! :D

2010-01-01T15:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

2009 had been a great year. And this holiday is actually one of the best I've ever had to :D Spent so much more time with my family and godfamily. And I think I've grown closer with my godparents :D Can't wait for the new year actually. (I mean ... er.. can;t wait to start school?) << I need some time to get used to the fact that it's 2010.

OH I actually managed to go shopping with my mother (who draggged me along) for 6 FREAKING HOURS. And i came home with a pathetic jacket. No more shopping I hope. Including cny shopping. I am so not looking forward to that.

Anyway, I've made new year resolutions! (as always, every year) I think i've managed to keep to most of them for the past few years. So i really really hope I can do it this year too!! Plus, there's fewer this year but oh welll. 8)

I'm sec 3 next year! I mean, this year!! I'm kinda like having mixed feelings about it. I mean it's always happy to start a new school year but... I don't think i want to take the sec 3 stress! I totally don't want to feel like dying in sec 3. Cos... there's sec 4 which is going to be 100x worse than sec 3 I guess. Ahhhh, I'm so terrified of o levels now. :///

Soooo, yesterday countdown was greatttt :) Cos my mum agreed to let my relatives over. So basically, lotsa FOOD!! And yeah, foood. :) Really nice food. And so many packets of chips! which no one wanted to eat, so i ate most of it and there's still some more left in our house! (yay! Don't have to do ntuc shopping) 8D

I'm still trying to work out my "Timetable". I do it every year but screw that, it NEVER works. Cos i can never stick to them.But still! new year resolution : stick to "home-made" timetable!!
Hahha, i can forget about that. ://

Overall, once again, 2009 had been a wonderfully great year -with ups and downs but let's just forget about downs. and I think I'll miss 2L? :// though we'll still see each other for mep (OH THAT DREADED PERIOD) but yeah. :(

And my brother got into his dream school. :O Blessing from God, seriously. :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! =) And I;m watching avatar 3D tonight 8D yay :)

2009-12-28T20:35:00.004+08:00

I can officially be crowned the queen of procrastination.

I cant seem to complete stupid chinese. CANT. It's like you look at the words and you feel like sleeping or doing something else except THAT. It's taking me forever to study the 2291 words!! FOREVERRR. And to think I was stupid enough to start with the p6 words and waste time when I should have started with the words from sec 1 and 2. OMG. I seriously HOPE that the test will be like easy, so i dont have to waste too much of my brain cells just on the first week of school itself.

Also, teachers should know better. Shouldn't they welcome us into the new year with us all optimistic and certain (and allow us to live in self-denial for a little while) that sec 3 won't be a tough year?! God, that sounded wrong. HOW can it NOT be tough. So much for selfdenial anyway.

And yesterday I publicly embarrassed myself in church. I think i'm screwed? How am i supposed to turn up for cat. class next year?! Shit. Speaking of which, next year's confirmation year.And the only thing i'm worried about is fitting myself into a dress. DRESS. OMG. I'm going to be so proud of myself when I manage to do that.

On another note, my mum's contemplating on whether to invite her relatives over to countdown. Well, it was their idea anyway . And I dont even know if they should cos I still have CHINESE!!! CHINESE!!! I cant complete it by 31st! Based on my calculations, I can only complete it by 2/3rd Jan?! I think I'll need to do it by 2nd cos... ... errrr ... SPRING CLEANING! More like room. AND I have to ensure that my sec 2 notes are filed. HAHA . what a joke.

I have a bird brain. And studying chinese has finally convinced me.

As for now, I shall... carry on procrastinating. All hail the queen of procrastination.

2009-12-25T00:56:00.012+08:00

Before I forget, or become too lazy , or just CANT be bothered,

MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSS :) (ignore the time on my blog, it;s highly inaccurate, duh)

I'm so not looking forward to school reopening -- FREAKING CHINESE.
I AM SOOO going to be hating chinese for the first time in my life AFTER i actually MANAGE to finish studying the freaking 2291 words. It's seriously hell. OMG.

Anyway, I watched 2 movies today(well technically yesterday since it's 25th now but screw that) at my aunt's house (which were both sucky) :Final destination 4 and saw 6. The first's ending was seriously DUMB. It was soo cartoony as compared to the rest of the other deaths. Like they cartoonize the crushing of bones and stuffs. Seriously?! What's the point when every other non-main characters die so realistically and the main ones die like.. cartoonish. o_O Thank goodness I didnt bother buying tickets to watch it. And the second was kinda gross and all but i guess less gross than I expected it to be. And speaking of that, angmohs (like actor of edward/ robert pat____ (cant remember)) should probably speak a little louder and clearer. Cos I cant hear a thing they're saying and have to resort to reading subtitles which annoys me ALOT. But despite everything, saw was definitely better than fd4. Like wayyy better.

Oh God, It's almost 4 am now. I;ve never been this nocturnal before. My mum would probably murder me. But i stayed up for a good cause, seriously. Chinese. That's hell of a GOOD cause (which still is an understatement). I seriously sincerely hope we're going for 11am mass tomorrow. I'd probably sleep through the 9am one.

Great. as for now, my non-existent readers, MERRY CHRISTMAS again! :)

2009-11-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ok, sooooo. I think I suffered like 2 blows today.

first choir then, the psle . :/

Ok lah, actually psle results wasnt AS BAD as i expected. (My expectations were real low so... yeah) But still , it wasnt good. -_- I remembered telling them not to call/sms me but I have no idea why my brother called and he sounded glad and so I was relieved (even though I found out eventually through his msn display message that he isnt really happy ::: "Life sucks for I have bad results for psle") LOL, stupid boy. Must he emo behind our backs. At least he got A* for maths?! (Which is total INJUSTICE since I dont remember him doing maths AT ALL but whatever. ugh) so, blahblahblah, after long careful consideration, he shall be dumped in maris stella? (wth)

But that school doesnt have choir D: I've been persuading him to join ever since he was p5 and now.... ): Darn.

aiya I dont care already lah! For now I shall... do nothing. Probably look for signs of emo. ?? LOL byebye.

2009-11-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

IT'S TOMORRRRRRROW!!!

Results are released tomorrow omgomgomg. I finally understand why yingyin's so nervous she feels like pulling her hair out cos i'm feeling the same way. GOODNESSSSSSSS.

Plus there's choir workshop tomorrow.

OMGG. This is soo nerve-wrecking. And i've decided that I will be patient and find out what he has scored after i come home from nanyang. (Then maybe when I see their faces I will know better whether I should ask or not) AHHHHH. asjf;kasjdfa.

Anyway, today wasn't thattt bad. Watching the relays were kinda exciting actually. but whatever. That's not the POINT. The point is, today is the first time i sang the school song (in the old compound) though I didn't know the lyrics but I kinda know that hanyupinyin. Anyway, it sounds the same since it's sung. hahhahaha OMG so proud of myself!!

Andddd I hate the new compound. I can totally make up 1932823478 ghost stories just by looking at its interior. How am I going to go home after cca next year. 6.30 :O And it's dark. Oh welll,I just hope that the choir room's not going to be near the mep place? Cos THAT AREA looks haunted :O

That's not the worse, the worse is they didnt remove the old pictures from the notice boards? Seriously!? And the female toilet's like the squatting ones? I'm so going to enter the gents next year.

As for now, I shall go and 培养情绪 for tomorrow. a;fkflsdfjsdlafk =/

2009-11-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

It just struck me that I can't collect the psle results with my brother D:

Cos of the nanyang workshop. D:::: And i dont want to know his results via sms/phone/whatever!! I want to see it first hand! But I can't stand the suspense either~~~~ (Since nanyang is like 1000km away from my primary school! Darn it. And GOSH. 3 MORE DAYS. I realised this year's like a week (or more?) later than last year and the previous year :O which means, they get to enjoy more before collecting their results.

Speaking of which, my brother is freaking smart to have agreed to my mother's suggestion on going to malaysia. (TSK) and they'll only be back on 25th (HOW SMART HUH) one day before results. stupid boy. And they're currently in the arcade!!! while I'm stupidly sitting at home spending my time watching tv+using the comp+making cards. (HAHAHAA, i'm still nt done with the cards even though I only have 2 to make) :D

I'm going to complete them by tonight anyway so tmr will be my free day~ :D YAY. And I shall dedicate my time to , duh, the tv :D Without my mother + brother at home, there's NO ONE hogging my dearest tv. OH WHAT A GOOD LIFE.

For now, since there's not many nice shows to watch, I shall play bejeweled (which fyi is an awesome game and not a no-life game TSK)

BYEEE~ Cant wait for 25th to pass because after that it's 26! (OH HOW EXCITING!)

2009-11-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

Holidays are real boring I must say . I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. NOTHING. Except for maybe the upcoming sports day? Actually, NO. Ok, maybe a little. I want to see how the new holding site looks like.

Anyway, I totally can't wait for 26th to come! PSLE results! (OMG) I'm sooo going to collect the results with my brother (and at the same time, marvel at how much the school has changed ... or not). I sincerely hope he doesn't do that badly. Well, if he really did badly, I don't think I'll be a sadist lah. :O Afterall, I'm sure he'll cry his eyes out. still, it's so exciting! :D i've even placed bets with my father on his results (HAHAHHHAHAA).

So........ I'm addicted to the tv. I think. Oh wait, when have I not been addicted to it? But it's different ths time. It's like I get to watch it without worrying about the upcoming common tests and whatnot. ~ :D

Ok bye. I shall embark on another exciting journey with the tv. (since computers are boring and yeah, BORING) 8D So bye!

2009-11-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

OH GOODNESS. It took me more than 7 attempts to sign in -_- Cos, apparently someone here forgot her password . Writing farewell cum birthday cards probably brainwashes oneself.

Anyway, I've decided to post on 3rd november (Today) only because yesterday was tay lilin's birthday and tomorrow's my brother's birthday. :O

Sooo... Happy belated birthday miss tay and happy birthday in advance, fat boy! :D

That sentence probably wouldn't even matter cos miss tay has already gotten her many wishes from millions of people (and me) and fat boy will receive plenty tomorrow though he already celebrated his like on... friday,sat ;D

SOSOSOSOSO, happy holidays! (???) I ttoally forgotten what i wanted to post about. And I dont plan recalling.

OMG I realised I didnt put mep as my elective for my 2nd choice . o_O And it wasn't deliberate, though i was indeed playing a fool with the "not taking" thing. O_O AHAHHHAHAOMG. I hope i wont get into my 2nd choice anyway, cos i randomly chose it ;// ~

i think i've been here forlike almost an hour already. since bejeweled is utterly tempting ;D Oh, speaking of which, I think I'll cut down on bejeweled. I dreamt, last night, that some kinappers kidnapped me for playing too much bejeweled and they wanted to brainwash me into playing world of warcraft Or is it war of warcraft (the result of watching too much "greatest freak out ever" videos) therefore, I shall try cutting down =_= !!! AND YOU SHOULD TOTALLY WATCH THE "GREATEST FREAKOUT EVER" VIDEOS. Ok, maybe just the first one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YersIyzsOpc

That is a freaking must watch :D I laughed for 15 minutes straight after watching that. OMGOMGOMG. Anyway, I should sleep. BYE~!!!

2009-10-29T21:28:00.003+08:00

I've decided to throw everything to my mother. i GIVE UP.

The only reason why i actually studied hard for eoys was to get THIS and to prove to stinking people that psle score isnt a HUGE factor in our secondary school lives. And now, when i've gotten that, I've NOO idea whether it's good or not. In fact, i've never expected to get it anyway. So it all came as a shock to me eventually.

But my mother isn't of much help either! Cos she cant help me anyway since MEP is such a hindrance. Cos of this I have only ONE option and i have to choose between lit and history. I KNEW IT! I knew taking mep wasnt a good thing. !!!!!!

Ok skip that stupid options thing.

On a brighter note, we baked cookies+muffins today at chua's house. We = many people. And I watched my sister's keeper with yy + ju. And it sucked. Where was julia?! Why did campbell looked like that?! Why did KATE DIE instead of anna!?!? (Well, i prefer anna to kate but still, they shouldnt change the ending!) Why is jesse like some nice guy in the moviee!? WHYYYYY. And kate looks ..................... -speechless-

!! So, not a bright note afterall.

OHHHH cant wait for tomorrow + saturday 8D

2009-10-22T21:57:00.007+08:00

I've decided to choose this day to post. (Nah, not because it's auspicious or what shit)

ANYWAYYYY. OMG today a fire broke out in my estate (thank God it wasnt my tower). -while i was in school reviewing my exam scripts. AND my stinking bro who has a week off just didnt want to go and take pictures! *Slaps him infinitely* HEY! How many times do you get to witness a fire huh. HUH. HUH!!! and it's not just some small flame , it's like FIRE for goodness' sake. A fire which could affect 2 stories is really a fire. !!.

right, I sounded like a freaking sadist. :/ Ok lah. I really feel sorry for the families! Ok! Really. :/ REALLY AH!!! omg. I can sense doubt here. !!! D<

Soooo, we have officially completed the review of EVERY SINGLE EXAM SCRIPT everrr. yessss. Basically, I don't even know whether I did well or not (i hope i did?), cos I didn't bother comparing most of my marks. So.. whatever. But I'm still proud of myself lah! At least i tried my best to study (yayyy :D) and whether I'm the last in class or not, I THINK I did well. (to me) Sooo YAY. 8D It doesn't even matter how many A1s/2s or Bs/ Cs/ Ds/Es/Fs I've gotten (well, no C,D,E and Fs lah!) cos I'm happy anyway. And it'll probably be pulled down by my term 1-4 cumulative(how the heck do you spell it? cumullative cuumulative cummulative?!?!) anyway, so NVM. -_-

And I've decided not to take bio. For good. It killed my science. !! Sooo, farewell bio, ONCE AND FOR ALL. I'm notnotnot interested in human body, in enzymes, in plants transpirating, in the way our foods are being digested. OH SCREW THOSE FACTS. It's not like I'm going to be a DOCTOR any time sooon. Not until i die.

I feel so relieved now. My burden is like GONE. No more worries. Like : HELLO FREEDOM OFFICIALLY.

Well, not looking to enrichment week though. NOT at all. Oh, maybe I'll enjoy translation classes. Other than that... :// Come to think of it, translation takes up most of the periods so yay again. O:

I want to go to do so many things now. !! likeee going to wildwildwet, watching my sister's keeper, watching that show, his show, her show, his birthday, CHRISTMAS, halloween at night safari which is like tomorrrrrow! :D

OMG MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY NOT SCREWED. Post examinations seem sooooo crazily awesome. :D BYEBYE!

... I'll be back. soon. I'm SURE. ;D
^ No sacarsm ah!

I really still want to quit mep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

Just for revival. =D

I promise i'll do a proper post before next sunday :D
... I hope :O

2009-06-28T18:40:00.008+08:00

HI.

I'm traumatised. twenty eight days! :O MY HOLIDAY. MY BELOVED HOLIDAY. D:
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME! I need more of it. I mean, they should seriously carry on their plan to extend the hols for another week. 72% of the people voted for the extension. TSK.

Anyway, OMG. my cme file. I havent filed a thing =_= And my geog file. (i realised). Other than that, I've filed EVERYTHING. Can you believe it. O: I can't either. :D And I've a feeling I'll need to redo 4 out of 7 yuedujichengs. LOL. I'm sorry tls. :/~

!!! I'm so not ready for school .NONONONO. D: Even though I'm kinda excited to start on chemistry~ I've developed a liking for it this holiday =D Which is like, yay! =) And after week 1, bio is GONE GONE GONE. GONE WITH THE WIND~ (Except for eoys. But let's talk about that later. )YESSSSSSS. !!! NO MORE STUPID REPRODUCTIVE PARTS! I still can't get them in my head though =/ NO MORE HEART DIAGRAMS. NO MORE PLANT SYSTEM THING. NO MORE BIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. OMG. :D !!! THIS IS THE BEST NEWS. EVER. I think I'll need to start getting the reproductive parts in my head or I'll get a shitty grade for bio test this coming friday. AW CRAP. Bio is just gross. D=

OH YEAH, CHURCH CAMP WAS UNDOUBTEDLY AWESOME. =D
It was almost the same as last year just that the games + sessions were different. (duh) YEAH. DAMNIT. I MISS CAMP. Even though I can guarantee you the first day was like a major flirting session for most people =_= Freaking disgusting. But nvm. :D My group was awesome too. THE WHOLE CAMP WAS AWESOME.

Speaking of which, I dont think it should be called a CAMP. Since we had mattresses (how do you spell it?!) and aircon. O: But the toilets were the squat(how do you spell it again?) kinds. And there was only 4 cubicles which was kinda terrible cos one cubicle = toilet+ shower. So imagine how long GIRLS can take to bathe and pee and do whatever they wanna do in there. =_= ANNOYING.

And after i came back from camp i was sick :D My mum thought i had h1n1 ;D (i wish i did). ANYWAY we went to see the doctor. And the person at the counter thought my mum and i were SISTERS. OMG. I wanted to tell her how my grandmother and her looked alike and that i thought they were twins ok. DO I LOOK THAT OLD?! Damnit. !!!?!??!

YEAHHH YEAH. I'm still traumatised. School reopens tomorrow. I'm speechless. I'm going to face 2L again. And ... TEACHERS + PRINCIPAL(s)! And I need to be prepared for that LONGLONGLONG speech she's gonna make. (my poor legs). AND OMG. MORNING JOG! D: My worse nightmare is back again. I think I wont even make it through the first round. LOL

HAPPY SCHOOLING! =/ what an oxymoron. -_- BUT DAMNIT. i wanna do chem! =)

Oh, rest in peace Michael Jackson. Just know that my father's a huge fan of you. But i'm not. I've never been. But your songs are nice. Your dance moves are... (no comments) and your voice isnt bad. At all. But that doesn't mean I'm a fan of you (not like it matters anyway. LOL) I just know that I should apologise because I've always thought you raped and molested children/little boys. I'm sorry :O

HAHAHHHAA, YOU! Read this:
http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/but_if_we_started_dating_it
That woman is hilariously ANNOYING. Just read it. Damnit. LOL

THANK YOU!

2009-06-09T20:42:00.007+08:00

AHHHHHH, THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOO MUCH 8)

today was freaking awesome :D
AHHH, Just awesome . My parents brought me out for lunch (and apparently i ATE ALOT! :D) And so, i'm just gonna gain more weight. But i walked alot too. !! O: since we were trying to find one stupid eatery. -_-

ANYWAYYYY~ I need to express my thanks to these wonderful people: (Random order, on purpose)... And I think the number decreased from last year~

Maxine, Wendi, Shawn Hoo (they remembered! .. or maybe it was 'cos i counted down like, everyday), Jocelyn Chee, Yanshan, Jan Chiang, Valerie Foong, Tay lilin, Chia yingyin, Juniana, Amanda CHUA, Yunru, Jynnlin, Chen Yiqi, Yishuen, Ahma Amy Kuan, sickbay (sinbing), Cassandra tjong, Genevieve, Cheryl Ong, my uncle, my godparents! And obviously, my family~ !!

[sorry if i missed out anyone]

just, THANK YOU (:!!! SO MUCH. Really.~

AND YUNRU SMSED ME LAST NIGHT. LIKE WTHECK. I WAS FREAKING HAPPY AND I WAS BOUNCING LITERALLY. ON MYSEAT. OMG. HIII. SHE FREAKING SMSED ME ALL THE WAY FROM FREAKING CHINA. OMG. FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I'M SO FREAKING TOUCHED. AHHHHHH. And my stupid phone had to disallow me from replying her. (which therefore means, I'm getting a new phone . SOON. Fine, i got it) Anyway, OMG !! CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE IT. and she msned, ecarded me blabla :D She's just freaking awesome!

SO, MISS YUNRU (: HHHAHAHA, THANK YOU. SO SO SO SO MUCH. For smsing me an early birthday sms :D Despite of the $$~ I'm sorry I couldn't reply. And I miss you LIKE ALOT. D: YOU... !! D= Come back soon. ! Anyway, really thank you. I'm just too happy for words. ~ Ilove you too~

And oh yeah, janchiang and gang (i'm sorry, i'm lazy to type who, you know who you are) called me to sing me a song. (: HEHHEH. THANK YOU SOO SOO MUCH. !! I shouted thank you through the phone already ah. Still cannot hear! Anyway, THANK YOU. But I couldn't really hear what yall were saying through the phone. And valerie sounded too much like chia yingyin. Anyway, THANK YOU! AGAIN. :DDDD~

And my brother was exceptionally good to me :D So i need to treasure this day. Otherwise, I'll need to wait till next year .

And chen yiqi! I received the CARDS. And why did you have to make the black card so nice? I feel guilty now for giving you that piece of pathetic card. =/ OH. My parents say you DRAW WELL ok! (ego booster) ~ Really lah, you DO ok. And thank you 2L ! Most of your messages were hilarious and I can sense the sincerity(how do you spell it?!) just, thank you! And jan chiang you're freaking random. I see your handwriting at like almost every page?! HAHAHHA. Thank you so much 2L =)~

Anyway, once again, today was awesome. I need more of these kinda days. :D Guess I'll have to wait till next year O: For now, I shall enjoy this holiday AS MUCH AS I CAN. heeheehee. Sorry, but i need to ok. Anyway, stringers enjoy your camp. =D

2009-06-01T17:36:00.002+08:00

HIIIIII~

:DDD!!! I'M FINALLY BACK. !!
Yes, I know you miss me =)) ..!

ANYWAY, OMGOSH. YESTERDAY WAS FREAKINGLY AWESOMELY FUN. 8D ! Cos my cousin celebrated her first birthday ever at my house :) << 1 year old O: And I felt so forgotten D: When they cut the cake. D:::::::< pfft. But her cake was cute. It was a bear HAHHAHHA. And it tasted like... cake. (And I ate so much (food) that I thought i was going to die of overstuffing.)

Anyway, I watched boys over flowers for the first time. With my other cousins~ And GOSH. THEY (THE BOYS/GUYS/MAN/WHATEVER) WERE AWESOME. They're not that good looking lah. But they had the mei4 li4 ok! ~~!!(which makes up for their not so goodlooking faces) AHHH~ TOLD YOU KOREAN GUYS WERE BETTER THAN JAP, CHERYL ONG~ (If you ever see this) Especially the curly haired guy(Sorry, I still dont know their names yet, and I dont plan to know.I just know that the golden hair person's jihoo or sth). Even though I thought he looked like some weirdo initially. but nevermind~ And the girl looked like some mentally retarded person for goodness sake! Cant they choose a better female lead?! Someone who can be cute naturally and not someone who ACTS CUTE literally. lajfal;kfjl;kfasjhfakld874893241.

But I dont think I'll be watching it over the hols (D:) in case i get addicted and blablabla and there goes my holidays~ spent on watching shows! << Not worth it.

!!! OMGOSH. EAST COAST PARK TOMORROW 8D HAHHHAHAHA. I Really really really pray hard that going there is not going to be as difficult as I'm thinking it would be. Oh please D: We cant afford to get lost since it's at some weirdo east coast place. And we livein the freaking north. Or IIII live in the north at least :/~ !!!

8 MORE DAYS PEOPLE. 8 MOREDAYS. *GRINS*. 8 MORE FREAKING DAYS!
(Time really flies man!) And i shall try making the June holidays more productive than March's. TRY. MORE. << Key words. Try + More. ! I think it would be lah. Since it's A MONTH.
Ah, byebye. Piano time.
(And I told you I'll post at the start of the June hols) :D~ HAAAHHAHHA

2009-03-22T16:57:00.005+08:00

March holiday was most unproductive.

I didnt even do a single thing that I planned to do >> particularly, my yellow file =__=

It's going to explode soon O: OMG. And I've no idea how I'm going to study in term 2 with a file on the verge of explosion. I think I'll need to start 2 weeks in advance to search for the notes. Term 1 was still bearable since it's only 9(?) weeks. But when term 2 starts I'd be given MORE NOTES. MORE HOMEWORK. MORE WORKSHEETS. And I'm sure I would have no time to organise that fat file. =__=

On a brighter note, March holiday was enjoyable~ (Hence, it was unproductive >>DUH) I think I slacked the most. Cos I didnt touch on anything but read books and ... CHINESE :D ~Whatever. Elizabeth Choy is still in my head. Cos yahoo is most stupid, google isn't of much help either. And wikipedia is just plain dumb. And I think I have too little info currently. O:

Damn it. Term 2 begins tomorrow. D: Which means... NO MORE TV!
OOOH, I'm soooo excited. ~

Tomorrow : Chinese test! =__= (At least it isn't english comprehension or some other english crap test.)

*Runs off to file chinese file*

... Can someone please help?!

2009-03-15T20:42:00.003+08:00

~~~!!!

YOU AWESOME PIECES OF SHITS :D
OMG. I LOVE YOU ALL~!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WISHING ME GOOD LUCK!! :DDD

JAN YANSHAN VALERIE JUNI YVETTE MELISSA TAYLILIN CHIAYINGYIN JOCELYN CHEE MANDA FOOOO MANDA CHUAAAAAA CHENYIQI AMYKUAN(AHMA) MAY ANGELA TAY
ALKDJFASLDFAF . I'm sorry if I missed you out. But ... !! THANK YOU! :D

OMG. THANK YOU THANK YOU!! :D ~

And I was so touched when chia yingyin called to apologise for not wishing me good luck during her cca break (Even though I was doing something *coughs*~) And Valerie (whose sister claimed she was wasting time but she still didnt care) THANKYOU A MILLION~ :D

I'm still sure I failed that . But I'm glad it's finally over~ :D And I cant be bothered about it anymore. ~

Anyway. TERM 1'S OVER~ O: 1 week of holidays = NOT ENOUGH. They should increase it to 2 weeks!!! Which I believe wouldn't be of use cos I'd nver be satisfied unless it's a month (JUNE!) << The greatest month :D We're going to change seats D: (ok, JAN CHIANG DONT BE EGO. PLEASE). But I really really can't imagine sitting beside people that aren't Jan -like (Cos i've been sitting beside her since term .. 3? of sec 1! And Jan-like people = ego, EXTREMELY LAME &CRAPPY, likes going "huh?i dont know what you're talking about" (That irritates me but w/e) , loves giving her blur sotong look (I quoted that from sat the bimbo) etc! ~~~

AADLFJSD;F. D; I FINALLY POSTED :D

BYEBYEBYE.

AND THANK YOU TO THOSE WONDERFUL LOADS OF ~~shits~~ PEOPLE(?)!!! BYEBYE!! THANKS AGAIN! =DDD

2009-03-07T20:36:00.003+08:00

~

I've mentally prepared myself for next week =_= Science test, compre test ...

And i think ppr too.

Firstly, I've no idea how to start on science 'cause everything seems so easy yet so complicated. And the more I look at it, the more I dont understand everything. Secondly, I've nooo idea how to face my PPR...~ I So far, All my tests have failed me. Or rather, I've failed all my tests D:~

I think I've only gotten 1 A so far... OOO:

Screw that!

On a brighter note, Lenten Vigil next saturday~ :D It's gonna be so cool~ :D
And I'm still trying to remember our class email to print out the science slides. Damnit. Does anyone know?!

Currently, I'm praying hard that my fever wouldnt stop till the end of next week. (Then I'll be able to miss my dentist appointment which is so freaking ... )~

I NEED TUITION. D: ~

BYE. !!

And cathechism class was awesome today :D